Where are you from? the spanish language is easier than you think, obviously , you still have some mistakes in grammar, but that’s normal
for someone who hasn’t a latin language as motherlanguage.
I don’t either can speak english very well as you see, I make many
mistakes at spelling and pronunciation but I don’t care, this is part
of learning,
nobody learns a language in just a day, or at a short time,
that takes time and effort

Be patient, keep writing poetries in spanish, so you can improve your vocabulary.